*YELLOWJACKETS SPOILERS* end of season three

omg.. okay so I never got the full effect, I guess, because I started watching Yellowjackets on the third season because my family was, and oh my gosh. dude I love it so much, but S3 EP9  was crazy, I had to sit there with my jaw dropped and fighting tears. Like what do you mean Van dies??? Poor Taissa, and honestly Shauna just keeps making things worse. Like, girl please just stop, especially when they could've gotten out of there with the frog watching people. That was so sad when Nat found out the guide was dead. They were so excited to get out and had so much hope, but it all came crashing down. And honestly, I do not like the frog watcher lady (I don't remember her name). I don't know why I just never did; she seemed so sketchy. Don't even get me started on Mari, she was so pretty and sweet. Why did she have to die???? Also what is with Lottie? like not trying to be rude, but is she okay??? Anyways I can't rant to someone for another week soooo (I'm so sorry for my horrible grammar and spelling)