i want to do more

just in general, i dont feel like i do enough in terms of my art, my work, whatever. I have ideas but they feel realllllllly boring and i've been trying to post  but thats kinda difficult when you dont have motivation. I want to start a band but i really suck at playing my instruments. remember those egg carton caterpillars ppl made in preschool/kindergarten? well im going to make a vinnypillar like that. i finished school yesterday and now i have alot of time yk? might start blogging more. i say this but am i going to follow through? prob not. lmao. i have koolaid and its yummy.

i wanted to drop $50 on just toys from a real toystore bc i really want toys from my childhood. i dont live near places with antique malls or thrift places (desert struggles loel) where they would have toys from my childhood. idk i want to be a kid again where everything is fun and bright and new. im rambling. its whatever. if anybody wants to be friends just msg me. 

also OMG ITS JOEY!!! <_< :o