just a teenage boy talking about his scars...

so i did my first blog in french but i think im gonna make my blog in english

So hi, Im Arthur , I dont have a lot to say. I would like to vent about my scars, i take a bath today , i usually take shower so i dont have to see my body, and i saw all of my scars on my thighs , i dont know how to feel about them , if im happy, if i feel pretty , if i hate them, if i feel digusted by them...i dont know , im just scared for this summer , what if my parents see my scars..... like , i want to be covered up with scars but, people hate scars , people will hate me more then they already does , i hate when people hate me. I hate myself.