love suck...not Always...(part 2 probably the last)

new night new storyyy!!! :D

okay...I talked to that friend of mine...and I left her...yeah...I was a little sorry even though it was 4 days of relationship...but I think it was the best thing 

also because...it was considered harassment???

I didn't want to find myself in a situation where I most likely wouldn't know how I would get out of it... what has already happened 

no more long distance relationships please... i just want someone to cuddle with after my best friend left....

to leave her I simply told her that I didn't feel comfortable with her anymore...and the fact that she was polyamorous bothered me a little 

I mean... first you tell me that I'm yours, you're mine and stuff like that... then you tell me that you could most likely be with 10 other people that I don't even know because she's from Sicily and I am from the Marche region...it's not really that close so he could have done something...

but of course the thought that it's my fault still echoes... I mean nothing is good for me? And the people who don't want me? Do I suck? Do people suck? I honestly don't understand 

honestly even though I'm 13 I think that going forward we'll end up with love becoming just lust... which scares me... since finding a person who loves me is one of my dreams...

I wanted to write a little but I always end up to exaggerate XD