this blog is a bit different!

It's SAD!!! and not angry / happy. Sorry X((

Recently, I've been trying my best to try and create another base for a song in our bands new upcoming album, but I seriously can't think of anything to make. It's actually DRAINING me and I don't know why!?!? Something must be up. 
Then I realized that it's been this way for several months... I realized I've technically got myself into a creative block for so long that it's difficult to do anything really. It's not fun!! >:(

No matter how many samples, instruments, or anything I have for music stuff, I don't ever seem to have any ideas on what to do !! It SUCKS. I want to make something, yes, but ... What? What DO I make??? It seems so... impossible. 

Music and art are two of the things that keep me going other than anything in my life. (yeah... my bestie issa is also a great reason i'm alive) If I've been doing music and art all my life, then why am I so STUCK doing it??? I should be great at this... not... bleh. Ugh. I hate it. I wanna do SOMETHING productive today!! >:(

...but I guess this isn't one of those days. I still feel so stuck, and I don't know if I'm ever gonna get out of this situation. Like, ever. I'm gonna have to keep delaying that stupid album over and over again... ugh...