hi i live,,,recap blog❕️

okay hi gang uhh

if yall remember being friends w someone named riot (or. Яiot as my name was at one point i believe 💀)

i am alive❕️ i hate that i cant use the "!!" emoji omfg

anyways uhh i did make a mini bulletin but i feel like i left shit out and also bulletins are temporary so like yeah

ANYWAYS yeah here we go

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so like,,,

a lot of shit happened 💀

• so basically my mom permablocked my laptop (which is what i usually used for like,,,everything online + got me a new phone that spacehey doesnt work on UNLESS i use it through hyperbeam or a proxy site,,,which is annoying to have to do every time i wanna get on but whatever 😭

• uhh i had. a horrible mental breakdown. and got sent to a psych ward 😭 and while i was there my mom took my laptop entirely so like,,,yeah there was. no socializing at all outside of my tumblr 💀

• uhh im finally medicated,,,thank you psych ward we all say in unison 🙏🏼 i am❕️ mentally stable❕️ to an extent 💀

• I WAS ALSO OFFICIALLY DIAGNOSED W GENDER DYSPHORIA [ROARING CANNED APPLAUSE] my mom still chooses to ignore it BUT SHE CANT FOR TOO LONG 🙏🏼

• uhm uhh i turned 16,,,two years away from adulthood save me now

• i also realized i am fictionkin❕️ im slowly giving into the cringe /silly /lh

• my sonic fixation is still not over. surprisingly 😭 ogs remember the amount of times i changed my prof theme due to a new fixation /silly,,,according to silly tumblr ppl i am autistic (/j but also /hj,,,apparently ive been peer reviewed by. SEVERAL actual autistic ppl,,,both irl and online,,,but i still dont wanna self dx 😭) so. if you EVER thought i was autistic consider this your confirmation /silly

• over a month ago i started dating the most wonderful boy ever i adore him so much hi boyfriend i love you boyfriend

• gang i actually have friends irl❕️ like❕️ multiple❕️ more than three❕️ i love life idk how it happened but they exist❕️❕️

• set it off is still my fav band ever of all time BUT im def more of a metalhead now so metalheads,,,hmu /silly (but fr if yall have metal band recs feel free to drop some i LOVE death and black metal 🙏🏼)

• i know i. just said i was "mentally stable to an extent" but i. unfortunately still have depressive episodes 😭 theyre much farther in between tho so i prob wont post about them as much as i used to? i. forgot how often i used to post about them but itll hopefully be MUCH less than that 🙏🏼

uhhh that might be it?? if theres anything you wanna know feel free to ask <3 bye gangalang