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12.04.2025
School let out yesterday and i was really glad to be rid of all of the stress and especially the people i dread to be around, but not even a day has passed and im wallowing in self pity and doubt. I have a structure and i planned it all out. Gave myself a routine to follow but of course procrastination gets the best of me. How are you even supposed to start studying for the Abitur? i have notes yeah and what im supposed to cram that into my brain and remember enough of it to get a passing grade? i can barely remember what I ate yesterday. The concept of "work" is so funny to me. Imagine not having any purpose in life by nature so you have to create 14 points (hah woodrow wilson allusion) to engage yourself just to not get bored? And as if thats not enough you then add a grading system to not get derailed off of your initial idea of "fun" to then make that your life goal and then the people who cant quite get with this particular system boot it to live a mediocre life. Not like a human definition of life is any less stupid. "Oh if you study and work hard youll excel in life" yeah no if you study and work hard youll be able to collect enough paper slips to buy anything really. "life" is just roleplay gone bad.
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Jess Roberts
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