Leo

Hey Leo, I hope you get to forgive me someday, I'm sorry I didn't let the tv glow for you, didn't let you out, instead I just let my hair grown, put makeup on and hide you in the back of my mind,  i know you still mad because i can feel it every time I look in the mirror and see a girl, not the boy we thought we were, the one you are. We now denominate ourselves as a Gender Fluid person and we okay with that, yes, but I know we ain't that happy with that, we both feel incomplete, wanting our body but thinking and wondering what if it was different? Would we feel less trapped? We one person but it feels like a constant fight wondering who is the real one, maybe I'm trans, maybe i should actually listen to you yelling who i am from the back of my mind, im sorry i let someone else change me to think this is how it has to be and that theres no more options, that i have to deal with being in the wrong body and be the submissive girl he wanted me to be, i dont know what to do, this is so confusing. I'm sorry i locked ourselves and throw away the key