I had a scary thought

I just had this weird moment while driving, thinking of how little I see of my brothers now that they've moved out. One in particular, I just feel disconnected. And I know that shouldn't be the case, because whenever we do talk, its normal and feels natural. But just the thought of going to meet one on one to catch up is actually making me nervous. It really shouldn't. It doesn't make any sense for us nothing to talk about. So I've really just got to do it. Set up a time to get coffee and prove to myself that I have nothing to worry about. Then, at least, I could shake the fear of losing contact.