stop judging

new topic....people who judge

so I wanted to talk more about those people who look at you, stare at you for a little while and laugh either alone or with friends, I mean are you normal?

not to say anything...but no one has written a book on how to be in the world 

I'm emo okay first it doesn't necessarily mean I cut myself I'm depressed I don't have fun and I don't have friends second stop laughing while I walk past you what's your problem?? can I dress however I want? how disgusting look...people like that are...embarrassing...I can understand if you might confuse emo with scene..but don't call baggy girls/boys "emo" 

they laugh because we are different we laugh because they are all the same 

like a month ago I went out with some friends of mine and I was on the steps of the church and in front there is the main avenue where people pass... so we see this group of girls all dressed identically... literally made with the 3D printer same makeup same clothes black jacket all of the same brand and dark blue flared jeans, the hair only changed color otherwise they were the same the only thing that changed was the height...

at a certain point a girl from the group turns around and looks at me and turns back laughing towards her friends and they did the exact same thing... one by one they looked at me and turned back as soon as one of them finished one of them started again and they start laughing without making themselves heard even though they literally were the only ones who could be heard

my friend looks at me feeling sorry for me and another friend of mine gets angry but stays still and I was there calmly eating my chips and watching them while they were laughing at me....that's okay 

There is having a surprised reaction is fine ... bc you don't see a person dressed like that every day and you get the impression ... but don't laugh ... I mean not just you (I'm talking about group of the chikens)have feelings you are not the only one...

I once went to a city outside my region and it was beautiful because no one looked at me badly or laughed...or talked about me and it was beautiful...

just let people live however the fuck they want there is no manual on how to be human or how to dress to be accepted by a shitty society I dress however I like if I like I do it.

p.s. sorry for the very long blog i love to talk :)