Bland :/

Everyday follows the same soul sucking routine. You know, barely arising from sleep, being bombarded with tasks at school, go home and do more school, jerk off, eat whatever, shower, and sleep. I try to bend that routine and do things spontaneously, like randomly leaving home and exploring, but it's not like there is anything to really explore in my city. It's just a sea of freeways and unwalkable hills, littered with track homes. Nothing cool I guess. 

School is too demanding and socially exhausting for me to feel alive after its over for the day. I can never get enough sleep and I end up just feeling groggy the whole day (until I have to actually sleep). 

I don't get excited for anything nor do I look forward to anything. I suppose I'm just jaded. However, I'm not depressed. I still get some happiness from my hobbies. 

Video games don't give me joy like they used to. (Maybe it's due to maturing...?)

Anyways, wonky blog, whatever. 

What else can I say? I don't have the right.