Report Blog Entry
So I had some money I could blow. And I was able to buy a packer and boxer briefs for the packer. I'm hoping they will help me feel gender euphoria.
I just now need to start Testosterone. I'm just afraid to talk about it to my mom. I mean she's not mean or trans phobic its just.. Hard to talk about.
Maybe I'll stop being mistaken as a girl in public. Cause I swear I look masculine already. And you can't tell my chest most times. And even then you can just chalk it up to being their cause of my weight.
(I'm like 180-190. I need to go down to 150)
Comments
Displaying 1 of 1 comments ( View all | Add Comment )
Arik Ozotf
RAHHH good luck with your packer! Also, if you aren't, please start lifting as you lose weight! Looking back at photos, I looked more masculine at 200 than I did at 120, and I believe it was due to the sheer lack of muscle and loose skin/fat in feminine areas.
Thank you! And thank you for the advice! Honestly now that you mention about looking masculine when heavy and stuff. I think I've realized that im just been secretly scared of that and had"if I loose weight I'll look more fem." Mentality.
And I'll definitely lift weights as I lose weight. :)
by Cosmic_Falling; ; Report