Sometimes, I just want to disappear, and sulk into my room, but mom keeps getting me out of there... I don't know why, but i'm both grateful and thankful for her being there, but annoyed at the fact that I can't get my alone time without sounding like "useless, ungrateful and dramatic". I just want to be alone for a while but the people around me nag me all the time. I can't seem to achieve what I want, and get what I need - I always depend on someone, and I hate myself for it, when I do ANYTHING on my own I do it wrong, I'm tired of being like this, of being dependent on others, I wanna do things for myself without needing help or being scolded. I hope they understand me later on...

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Ani_uchi
You're probably not looking for advice, but in case you want to be alone but your family is always near you, going outside is an option. Whenever I want to be fully alone I go to the park with my dog and just... vibe. I don't know if your parents let you go outside alone thou, be careful!