4-10-2025

 ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

Dear Diary,

No lyrics today! This song playing (Sea, swallow me by Cocteau Twins) has no lyrics. It's just them speaking in tongues! It's a wonderful song nonetheless, which is why I chose it to be the son for today.

Anyway, today was a good day, beside from the minor argument that I got with my dad, but it wasn't too bad. I forgive him, and I believe he forgives me. At least, I hope he does. I talked to my bf a lot, and I LOVEEE him! I showed him a pic of me and I hope he likes it :). I looked horrible today because it was a busy day, but oh well. I'd do anything for him, and he wanted a picture so I gave him one. I love my boyfriend.

I bonded more with my friend Kiki today too! She's so funny honestly. I love her personality! She really brings me joy. I also hung out with my IRL friends, Nick and Kole. I don't really like Kole and honestly I might dump his ass. But that's a conversation for another day. He's just...a racist? I don't know. He's a fascist to put it shortly, so yeah.

I also found out that ADVENTURE TIME is being added to Fortnite! I'm so excited for it to release tomorrow. AND ALSO YELLOWJACKETS FINALE IS FIXING TO RELEASE IN A FEW HOURS! HOLYYY IM SO EXCITED FOR THAT. I can't wait to find out who the antler queen is, who killed Lottie, who pit girl is, and more. I just KNOWW that this season finale is going to be SOOO good. 

Now, time to talk about my book. I deleted it, but now, I'm writing a BETTER book that's more campy, 90s horror feel. It's going to have the same plotline, but it's just going to be better and I'm gonna like it a LOT more. I'm so excited to write! In fact, after I'm done with this diary entry, I'm going to continue writing.

Now, downside to everything, I kinda sorta feel...empty. I almost cried today. I don't know why. But I don't think it's nothing major, at least I hope not. I can't go through another 2023 (that was a horrible year) and I simply just don't want to. I know I've gotten better since then.

I also am going to start working out more. I'm getting a bit more chubby, and I just want to stay fit. I've always been chubby but I think it's time for a change. I want to look and feel better! 

I have faith that life will get better. It already is! 

Well, with that, I'm going to end this entry. See you tomorrow, until then, take care. 

Bye!

 ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚