update after two years

i did eventually get full time at my job...not only did i get my license but i got my cdl:0 everything has changed now. i dated a boy for two years on and off and it was mentally abusive. we are cool now, i still see him at work. lost a couple friend along the way. we got new management at work and tbh it is miserable working here now. i faced harassment and it is so hard just staying alive. i love the job just not the environment. i hope i come back to this blog in a couple years and im doing better. ciao.