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ok, so hear me rant:
I'm in 4th semester of my uni right now and I STILL HAVE 4 MORE TO GO!!!!!!! AHHHH!!! but uni ain't that bad, I mean I know stuff and its not hard and challenging in that sense.. but uhhh!! i know my situation will seem pretty normal to some, but not me: i don't have any close friends or stuff. everyone in my class got someone, they all have their friend groups but not me. at least not anymore...
I did have a couple of friends but then our friend group got bigger and I felt really weird and left out, like I didn't know their inside jokes and they would hang out and stuff. they were all really big extroverts and Im a really shy person so I think I knew from the start that things weren't going to work out with us but I was dumb
then there was this misunderstanding so I quietly left. they are still my friends though, like they smile and wave at me and talk to me, but maybe the problem was with me all along. everyone got someone as a friend but I don't :/
its not like people don't like me though. when there's a group project they actually invite me because they know I'm agreeable and hardworking in this regard but I don't really know...
when I left my old friend group, I think all my classmates noticed how I wasn't hanging out with them and they would smile at me empathetically... but that's just all the more sadder, don't you think...?
anyways, I'm not always this despresso, I just wanted to let it all out lol
I promise I'm a cheerful person lolol, ill post more cheerful blogs to prove it heh
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Pho_Fly
As a fellow uni student, on my 2nd year. The loneliness is sooooo much more real, I came from a small high school where everyone knew everybody vibe. I only know like 2 ppl at university rn, and neither of them we share classes in, we just happen to get along.
I hope you find a better group that makes you feel part of the group.