nuclear dreams

hello, how r yall? 

today im writing about dreams i have. 

some facts before that; i lucid dream, i have conscience, i do commentary on my own dreams, i can choose my actions. it gets blurry when im close to awakening. and sometimes my conscience is nonexistent, like my dreams r uncontrollable. its never nightmares tho, rly nice. so, finally, nuclear dreams

pretty self explanatory. those r a whole rabbit hole. first of them i saw when i was 10 the night when i learnt abt chernobyl, it was me and some dude both in the white uniform but he had a light over his face. top theory abt his identity is that he was the first worker i learnt abt cuz i saw him in an animation and not in like hbo, so my brain couldve compensated w the light. sometimes i see pairs of workers. usually trio tho, not duos. and since yk i lucid dream sometimes i remember abt that and i wake up. i have been keeping track of any nuclear dreams and i have a list which i will include. it feels rly weird seeing these dreams honestly. mostly cuz i dont memorize faces rly well so their faces r blurry or just blacked out

format: usually i meet someone or its third person, i watch them do their own thing. if its a place, i pass by it.

i may or may not use those for divination. nuclear dreams meams luck. more of them or very nuclear dream? very good luck. so, the list includes both sightings and mentions, and is from 6/12/2019 (i fucking remember) to 10/4/2025, oh also im european so it goes day month year.

list:

yuvchenko (28 times, possibly the first guy i saw, still cant see his face after almost 6 years)

toptunov (26 times, usually see him w yuvchenko, cant see his fave either, saw it once)

mentions of the disaster in general (17)

ouchi (8, cant see his face either, have had a mention of his wife tho somehow, oh and i luckily saw him alive, not that i have ever seen him dead)

chernobyl npp (6, tbh all of them were in the past, havent seen it in a while)

akimov (5, havent seen him either for a while)

lyudmila (4, not a worker but a firefighters wife, i prob see her cuz of hbo, whatever and whoever i saw in that series has not left me)

rest of them ive seen thrice

chernobyl director (havent seen him for a while either, also my dad kinda looks like him, like rly similar expressions)

stolyarchuk (i have no idea how he looks like but my brain is like oh yea thats him so yk ive seen him as well)

dyatlov (never saw him alone, either w the trio or the director, havent seen him, he reminds me of a random british girl who used to argue w ppl on tiktok abt his innocense in the disaster, no idea what shes doing now)

rest is 2 times

bombs (when i tell u im more prepared in those dreams than in life...cuz why do i remember how to protect myself from the blast and why have i been successful)

hotel polissia (once from outside once from inside. not sure abt the outside. but ive def seen the inside)

that one red/yellow nuclear physics book from my school library (no idea who wrote it but its title is introduction to nuclear physics. cant understand shit in it but yk i read it once in a while)

midnight in chernobyl (im reading it rn, when i finish it itll be the 9th time ive read it)

rest ive seen only once

fomin (yea no idea)

the operators (my brain was like yea those r the chernobyl operators but couldnt understand which one was which so i count them together)

control room (w the operators)

ignatenko (no idea why ive seen his wife more than him)

kursk (was on a news article)

general area (exclusion zone, i yearn for that)

tokaimura book forgot what its called (dont think they print it anymore, i got it from annas archive and will prob take it to a bookbinder. read it online tho. yea yk what i dont wanna live in 90s japan)

temelín (i wanna work there)

korol (saw him alone, no idea why, i mean the only reason ik abt him is cuz ik abt toptunov)

nuclear safety (another school library book, is abt nuclear disasters, has nice chernobyl pics and a reactor operator which i may or may have not looked in the eyes cuz he had what i want, a reactor operating license)

chizuri (ouchi's wife, think that's her. saw her w him. by saw i mean that it was a mention. no idea how she looks like)

so thats it, the whole list. rly weird dreams. saw yuvchenko, toptunov and some dude last night. so its luck.

thats it, thanks for reading!