Insomnia

My sleep schedule is all kinds of whack. Thats my fault probably, because even when I have my sleep schedule almost fixed I can’t help but fall into the enticing arms of a four hour mid day nap. I love it its great. Honestly my relationship with sleep is probably more complex then just not being able to sleep. I think theres an emotional component as well.

It actually five in the morning right now, and I’m about to go to sleep, but I crave something to hold close. Its lonely at college! Especially with my social skills. (I’m not even awkward. I just forget that relationship are something that need to be maintained) Make no mistake I am terrible to cuddle with because in my sleep I will let go. I’m a very selfish cuddler! ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ

My sleep schedule will fix when I have in person classes, get a job, or anything that is an actual routine. Who knows? Maybe it will fix permenatly if I talk to a therapist about my sleep issues. (not the shitty one I had who told me all my issues were because I couldn’t sleep)

Everyone cross your fingers that I finish a project eventually. I mean this degree has gotta teach me something soon!