I love you because; I love you despite.

[verse one] 

It’s been ever so hard to keep my promises, I wish you knew.

It’s just been over a year darling, just me and you.

As we lay in my bed, thoughts of our future, I covet in my head.

[Chorus] 

A father, a mother, a beautiful daughter, what’s more cliche ?

mistake, lust filled, despair, hate.

Confusion, controlling, where we’re going to stay.

I hope our lives are never toyed with, like a horrible game.

[Verse two]

A strange play of words, twisted deeper and deeper, far more than anyone sane could comprehend.

I fucking wish this ecstasy of love wouldn’t end. 

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts some more. 

If I keep ranting on, please listen more.

[Chorus]

A father, a mother, a beautiful daughter, what’s more cliche ?

mistake, lust filled, despair, hate.

Confusion, controlling, where we’re going to stay.

I hope our lives are never toyed with, like a horrible game

[Outro]

On October 31st of 2024, we got drunk in a treehouse behind my house.

I bursted into tears, right before you were about to kiss me. I was wishing I was a better boyfriend, 

wishing that we had never met.

You told me that you would’ve hated it if we never did.

I still love you, my one and only. I hope we die happy

I love you because; I will always love you despite.

Written by SauceMan_29