[Blog_250409] First time blogging but the worst day since 2025 starts ;P

Hi all, today is the worst day in 2025 ;D (except for band things)

So in the morning I got backhanded compliment by another fandom girl :D (I was much more better compared in the morning well...I tried to view things openly haha)

In the evening on my stock simulator (not real money but real data) the stock just grew dramatically but I sold 4 out of 6 a few days ago when it was a loss...I know it's not real thing but I just felt very bad ahaahahaa...I feel like I cannot study business in the future cuz ME, I'm not a decisive person FOR SURE ;P

(The way I cried for one and half hour and I got headache with my face burning but my body and feet cold lol and I felt faint...and I still feel them now :D And I didn't realize it's panic attack until my boyfriend told me so :> yo I get used to that since when I was young and started to have memories about that feeling and it just feel unbelievable..."wow, so that's the panic attack thingy...?" yea like that lol)

Anyway, hope you have a nice day :D

(posted on 20250409)