grieve: a poem

emptiness in my body

emptiness in my soul

it's hard to belive that outside

there's an actual world

these four walls 

thin

sting

sink

bring

images from the past

hopes that will not last

songs that won't be sung

thoughts that are too harsh

am i suppossed to accept that you're not here?

am i supossed to move on eyes full of tears?

i don't think regrets it's the right word

i know how much you loved me and i love you more

i thought of you every minute, all night long

i just want you to smile, you are not alone

-t