big life update!

So I haven't really posted about my dating life at all on this website but i guess now is the time. btw! there might be a light tw.

so at the end of january my 2nd semester started and I was in new to all of my classes. I had literally NO friends in my foods class and on the second day this boy came by and asked to sit with me. originally i didnt think he would talk to me but he did. we had to work together for an assignment and after that we were put in the same group to cook with for the rest of the year. 

this guy was nice but at some point i started realizing he was hitting on me, i was flattered but a little uncomfotable, I dont know him at all, it was literally our first conversation ever. he asked me to hang out with him at lunch and i accidently agreed. basically he asked if i was busy and i made the mistake of telling him no so i could say that i actually was cuz thats mean T_T anyways i ended up ditching him because i realllyyyy didnt wanna be seen with him. 

anyways end of the day comes and i saw him while i was walking to my bus, i pretended not to see him and walked away faster, turns out my bus wasnt there and i had to wait for it to come so he ended up meeting up with me when i stopped to wait. He asked for my snap and i felt bad if i said no so i gave it to him. 

after that for like 2 weeks he was PERSISTENT on trying to go out with me, i rejected him like 3 times before decided i would give it a shot. we were together for a bit and hung out pretty often. he bought me lots of stuff and it was kinda nice.

now some things that were NOT nice was that he had a foot fetish.. which im not kink shaming but i was VERY clear i didnt like feet and he just sometimes got a little bit too weird. like he just touched my feet sometimes and it freaked me out. maybe if he didnt have a foot fetish it would be fine but it was weird because i know he was into it </3

anyways we were hanging out one time and i was tired that day so i really didnt wanna do much (s*x wise), anyways we were watching spirited away and he just kinda leaned over and started humping me like a dog?? it was weird and i did NOT like it. so i asked him to get off but just over the course of the night he just kept doing it. and then at one point i pushed him off because before i asked him to get off and he didnt listen so i had to kick him away and then he did it AGAIN T_T so i started crying and FIANLLYLYYY he realized his mistake.

after that i broke up with him cuz ew what.

anyways ive been experiencing SO many pregnancy symptoms, so i was scared lmao. and my period wasnt even close to starting. so i was reallyyy nervous. 

I went to the mall with my friend and this girl and her friend so originally i didnt like the girl but we were tlaking about periods and i said i might not get mine and she asked if i was pregnant and i said i didnt know cuz i havent got a test. so literally in that moment she turned to my friend and was like "gimme 13 dollars, i need it for something" and he gives it to her and then we left and went to shoppers drug mart to get a pregnancy test. 

we went to the bathroom to take it but i peed before i left the house so we went to a bubble tea place so i could get something to drink. I took it when i got home

i am NOT pregnant!!!

yayyyy!!

anyways thats the update lmao </3