why do i kinda wanna get more piercings even though i couldnt even take care of my earrings T_T

uh ig a trigger warning?? idk im so dang tired rn

like my earring on my left ear took an hour and a half to get out bcuz it had built up neosporin on it, along with skin from my ear?? 

and the right ear took only a few minutes

thats such a big difference-

also that situation was a month ago or 2 idk