daily blog ıg 7/4/25

Hi guys, girls and gays, welcome to my blog. I dont even know why you would wanna read this shitty blog of mine but its appreciated, thank you<3. 

I woke up around ten o'clock, then spended at least twenty minutes to  convince myself to get out of bed. It is really hard and saddening to let go of a very warm bed. I brushed my teeth amd ate breakfast while thinking about what a rabbit says, like I know they make a sound but what is that sound? cats says meow, dogs say bark the fox says Ring-ding-ding-ding-dingeringeding! (sorry, not sorry for this bad joke) -anyways :) I was like is kew? maybe? but in the end I wasnt able to reach to a conclusion. After breakfast I went to sleep again.

When I woke up once more, I told to myself that it was time to study since I am home schooled and I need to keep up with normal teens my age... but surprise surprise I listened to music and read manwha for the next few hours, I also danced around my room while day dreaming. Then ı told myself that it was time to study, again. So ı played bağlama (a Turkish stringed instrument) while eating cookies. Then I had a mental breakdown about how much of a failure I am and cried and because I cried so much I had heart pain for the rest of the day(yeeey chronical illnesses).

Afer I calmed down I went to kitchen to eat dinner with my family, the food was nice. After dinner I sat down to write this blog entry to my blog, cause why not?

Love you all, I hope whoever reads this had a good day.

I am always open for new friends, feel free to write me (dont worry ı dont vent to my friends ı vent to my therapist).