i cant tell if my friend actually hates me

so i feel like as i write this an answer will become clear but as it stands it doesnt feel so simple if you get me? i have this friend, person ive known since i was about 7. ill call them umm G and me and G have been really chill up until this year or like last year and i have no idea why?? 

TL;DR, continue 4 more context: i have a longtime friend whos been saying they hate me recently and getting annoyed at me for small things but idk why

example from a few days ago, for context me and some of my friends have a discord server for just yapping and we have a "i fw" channel and "i dont fw" channel for writing abt things we like and dont like. pretty simple. i found this mcr interview and i wrote in the i fw channel about how i liked the interview cus it was chill and G starts getting pissy at the fact i talk about guys from emo bands a lot for some reason. and a day ago from that i just mentioned how i like rollerskating and got insulted for no reason LMFAO??

i usually dgaf if my friends insult my favs from my bands cus like. whatever. but its pretty out of character for G so im asking what their problem is and apparently im just lame and they hate being my friend??? with no reason at all. and its especially kind of weird cus they would always be one of those people preaching to be yourself even if people r shitty

recently again i was in the i dont fw channel and i was compalining about my ear hurting (keep in mind the point of the channel is literally to talk abt things u dont like) and was like ganging up w another friend of mine abt how im always complaining (i talk about things i like daily) so i really have no idea what their issue was? and they were just saying "see a doctor, take medicine" in which i replied that i will if it gets worse and i have i was just saying in the channel my ear hurting was making me mad and i ask again what Gs problem is and its again just they hate me for some reason

and then the two of them were kind of js hating and stuff so i left the convo cus no point in arguing really and start conversing and stuffs. G brings up smth about gooners and my bestfriend joins in and says smth and they kind of start arguing and at some point they bring up why G seems to hate me and my bestfriend recently despite us doing nothing wrong and its basically for no reason. they described me as a "one day friend" as well? which i have no idea what that means but??

the thing that peeves me is G still acts like theyre chill with me in dms, sending me music to listen to and stuff like normal. so i cant tell if its meant to be jokes or they just honestly hate me for some reason

to my main point and question, im not really sure what to do. maybe im the asshole but i cant see it? in which case please tell me so i can fix whatever it is ive done wrong, and what i should do?? cus ive been friends with this person for ages but i feel like, despite them usually being pretty cool and reasonable, i just dont feel like a friend around them or many other people when i let me be myself. but i dont want to drop them because im not sure if i have a valid reason

i feel like this kind of just became a rant but i honestly want to know what do to, as just blocking them feels immature but if i do explain why i dont feel respected it might just be me being sensitive. DUNNO. anyway happy stuff l8er in this blog yahoo!!

 

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