April 6th, 2025: A Change of Pace

But love requires sacrifice... Can I get an 'Amen'?

Hello everyone!! It be your favorite genderqueer sangria-soda lover again! (Or your least favorite... Or your most neutral) Sorry I was gone for so long! I got caught up in a lot of things, in which I will explain later. Aside from that, I saw the Minecraft movie and it was good! I also found my old copy of Bendy and the Ink Machine!

TL;DR: I got friendzoned and it wasn't really that bad :/ I think I finally figured things out for my gap year(s) and I am going insane over my hyperfixations! They're helping me cope, too, so that's good! :D

Ah, romance... (´ ∀ ` *) something most of us want in life. Y'know that guy I liked and I was a secret admirer of? Yeah, we decided to stay friends for the time. -w- "B-But Dell! You said on April 11-" I know what I said, no need to repeat, and besides, I have canceled the confession! >:/ The reason why we decided to stay as friends was that he wasn't in a good headspace to be dating. I've chosen to respect his boundaries and cool off the secret admirer thing, and so far, we just see each other as friends!  (￣▽￣) It all ended up good in the end, and was better than I expected!

I don't get why people make big deals about being friendzoned. It's not really all that bad! After all, you get to talk to them without making them uncomfy, and you have clear communication with them about their boundaries! It's a win-win! >v<

As for the future, I have a set plan:

• work for 2-3 years at nearby gas station and make videos on yt for free time
• the moment I hit 21? college, straight for bachelor's in animation or anything animation related (why 21? that's the drinking age, baybe)
• become YouTuber, or work for animation company
• win big bucks hopefully

How long had I been overthinking this?? (＠_＠) it was THAT easy!

But y'know what isn't easy? Dealing with politics. UGHHHHHHHH I hate how the state of the world is in!! QmQ it's like the US was sent to hell, set on fire, doused in tar and feathers, and then set on fire and booted to hell again! I hate it here!! :( I usually cope with video games or distractions, but everytime I see a major news outlet or see news on TikTok, I just go into full spiral mode! @m@ Like, just full panic and assume the worst in the future. But I have been playing enough Minecraft and BATIM to not overthink it! :3 so I'm coping well!

Plus, I saw the Minecraft movie, and oddly enough, despite what some people say, I thought it was good! It was funny, it didn't feel too cliche to me, and it was just really good to me overall! :D I also tried the Macca's meal (yes, I know it's called McDonald's in the US, but for some reason I prefer to call it Macca's... Cus I think it sounds a bit better tbh -w-). We didn't get the Nether Sauce or the Nuggets because my mom didn't know how to do so on the kiosk and the people line was not open, but it was still super good! I really liked the fries, so yummy!! >w<

I also got grimace :)



PURPLE- *KABOOM!*

That's all for now! :D anyways, see you all later! ^w^

... I said; "Can I get an 'Amen'?"