04/06/2025

Sometimes my mind likes to wander, it goes from one topic to another in a matter of seconds. I always wondered if other people think the way I do. I hope not, that would be a handful. My thoughts are harmful or unwholesome, just strange. It's like a documentry about the most random things ever, like how is plastic made to guessing strangers lives as I walk the streets of my neighbourhood. I like to imagine what they do on their daily lives, what they eat, spend money on and what their interests are. Hehe, it feels a little embarrassing to just assume things about people that are probably not even close to being true. I can't really lie though, it's a bit entertaining. Especially now as I don't have access to my devices, other than this of course. School laptop for school but not being used for school most of the time. I'd say that's the most embarrassing thing about me. I'm failing multiple classes and yet I still can't find the motivation to do any of my work. Even having my devices taken away is still not enough. I'm like 70% sure somethings wrong with me.