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I've had the issue for years where it feels like time is too finite to learn / do all of the things i want to.
School is 90% to blame where thats concerned, it feels like they've done the exact opposite of teach me how to be a functional person. I'm only ever exhausted, in pain, wishing I could do anything besides just waking up and only staying alive through the day.
I'm trying to stay optimistic so I can finally leave and do what I actually WANT to do, god forbid.
Being forced to hold the short end of the stick by being physically compromised and schizophrenic before I even get to exist in this world properly is really cool and great -_- what if i just want to learn things in peace without worrying about how much time I have.
Do other disabled/ neurodivergent people feel this too? bc ugh
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luciaa
I 100% feel the same, having finished high school I’m so thankful that university is a bit more laid back in terms of schedule but it’s still so insanely difficult to balance all my hobbies, interests and things I want to do and learn, I’m a big reader but doing Literature as a course has made it impossible to read for enjoyment throughout the year. I’ve had no time for relaxed gaming or really anything, journaling, writing, learning languages, sports, reading etc. It’s so hard to cope with knowing that time is passing by so insanely fast, I feel like I’m losing opportunities