What I need

I need something new

Something better

I need someone new

Someone better

I need someone to break me apart

To make me into little pieces

To discard every little rotten part of me 

I need somebody to take my mind away

My heart away

I need to be empty

I need a person to give me orders

Instruct me into my future

A good one, like everybody else

I need to live a day like all the others

The same as any other

I need to like what is coming for me

I need a clear guide

To tell me what I am good for

To tell me what should I give up

I need to die

I need to suffer 

To taste my blood 

Redeem myself

I need to live

I need to smile

To love what I see 

Bite something sweet

I need to be someone new

Someone better

To burn into ashes

To be reborn as a flower 

Cross posted in my Bearblog