about our existence

     i've been thinking about a lot of things and came to an old thought, our meaning and the whole essence of life. what is this created for? who is behind it? there are millions, if not billions of universes, but we are in the one we are in right now. we are unsettled souls wandering the world looking for themselves, with our personal problems and needs. each one of them has their own experiences, fears, thoughts, needs. yeah. now multiply that by 8 billion, it gets scary, doesn't it? we live, we die, but what's next? is there nothing? isn't there some new level or something? i really dk the answer to that. so many questions, so few answers

     when u think about the eternal, u realize that there's an end to everything, and it makes u sad and unwilling to do anything. it's probably best not to think about it

      i guess life is a miracle that happened accidentally. and most likely there were many and many before us who thought the same way, but they are no longer alive. but one day we will all know what awaits us at the very end... or will it be just the beginning..? who knows..?