Praise From Others.

I told my coworkers about how I blog on occasion, and they said it was very cute of me to do such a thing. My coworkers like me a lot more than I think they do, which isn't necessarily strange to me... except it is. I'm not sure how else to say it... it's strange how much they like me! Many of the older ladies I work with call me a cute boy, they say they're jealous of my energy. I feel like I have gained at least three mothers in my short time working at this place. 

...I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it, though... Not in a strange way! I am not forcing these women to dote on me and compliment me! It seems to just come naturally to them...? They say I'm reckless like a young boy and help me out when I don't even ask, like get me napkins or water at lunch, bring me gifts, the like... It's strange! But... I can't help but find myself playing into it a bit. Perhaps being doted on comes naturally to me as well. Theres another woman who is closer to me in age and does the same to me, except I think she likes me. She always accuses me of flirting with her, and blushes when I talk to her. Shes a very sweet girl, and says she wants to cook me meals for lunch, but its a bit strange... as she has a boyfriend, and I'm not really looking to flirt with her. I think she takes my kindness out of context... I'm not sure how to go about that.

On the topic of my other coworkers, the ones closer to me in age also seem to like me much more than I thought. Yesterday, I helped one of them move. Her and her parents haven't stopped thanking me sense... Apparently, a lot of my coworker's friends had said they were going to come to help but I was the only one to show up. They had promised me pizza and alcohol and... Well, I'm quite easy to please, so I came and helped. I felt I didn't do much, just moved a few boxes and objects for them, but her father started complimenting me like he could see through my human body. He said I was amazing and a lifesaver, they even gave me one hundred dollars! It sounds fake, doesn't it? I insisted I didn't need the money, but... Well, I could only decline so many times before giving them my Cashapp...... It was very sweet of them! I feel that I may have gotten much closer to my coworker now... I'm not sure what to do with it! They even texted me today thanking me again! Its sweet! 

After moving all of their things, me and my coworker actually went to go see the Minecraft movie! To say I chugged the alcohol they gave me before the movie would be an understatement. I was completely out of it while watching, but I remember enjoying the movie! It was hard not to laugh so loudly in the theater, to contain my dramatic screams when anything happened. Apparently I gasped a lot during it, it was probably my way of containing myself in my sloppy state. I couldn't help it... it was such a silly movie... I feel even sober; I would enjoy it a lot! After the movie, we stayed for the end credits, but as we did the kid in front of us turned around and started to talk to us. He was so cute! He told us he could hear us laughing behind him, and I apologized, his mother told him it was okay because it was a funny movie! He agreed with his mother. He couldn't have been older than seven or eight, and him and my friends asked him how he liked the movie, and he told us about his favorite parts, which was very cute. Kids are so adorable~ I would never want my own, but I'll enjoy interacting with them when I come across them!

Nothing much else happened after that, we screamed about the movie in the parking lot, it was after midnight when the movie ended, so we were the only people there. We screamed over nothing, looking up fanfiction between Steve and The Garbage man, then sang the stupid songs from the movie as loud as we could on the way home. It was fun! I woke up for work the next morning, bright and early, dying. I had barely slept from the night before and I still felt groggy from the alcohol, but it was okay. I'm having so much fun with my life, and I love my coworkers! I wish to get even closer to them, have them dote on me more, and help them out in my own way as well! 

I love you all too! I hope you all have a blessed day/night! (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ഒ