OOTD and shoe haul

My OOTD this outfit is kinda eating. I haven’t been active on hey space but I always come back so the story times I kept that in my journal I already have about 50 pages I kinda gave up im too lazy anyways I got new shoes I'll put the photo down here.

This is the adidas samba shoes. They are kinda basic but cute. I got them but it was I think less money a sale or discount something I don’t remember. I just realized that I had this account for a long time about a year. Time flies by quick I already have to make a decision for what job I want to have in a year btw im 16 so kinda stressful year for me. Im kinda starting to give up on school it’s so frustrating. I just kinda starting to think differently like all of a sudden im seeing how people really are like they weren’t like that all the time but the little things I notice I feel like my best friend doesn’t really see me as her best friend anymore like For example I told her that I might have to move out her comment was kinda odd she said: that’s okay everyone moves away we’ve been friends for a long time so it’s not that bad 

I was sp confused I don’t expect her to say anything bad but It kinda sounds weird maybe im overthinking it but I always feel like my friend group just aren’t my friends it’s the most weirdest feeling. I feel like I have friends but no friends at the same time. I just know that I changed the way I think so im seeing them from another perspective. When my best friend goes out she usually goes out with other people not me im okay with it but when I ask to make plans I have a feeling always I have to ask she never ask me to come with her to hang out.

I might have to stop oversharing I literally saying so much.