silly thoughts

uhh, i have a theory about the spatial attitude and it is that each person has his own individual zone/space, from which his well being changes. one can be insanely comfortable at a particular location/stay and they feel at ease, while others look and perceive this space completely differently and they may be uneasy and it can of course affect their behavior and skills

damn, i do not know how to explain it intelligibly, because it seems that only i can think of such shit
   sometimes i feel uneasy when i am in certain locations and this does not depend on external factors. i just feel so:

to tell u the truth, that's how i've felt about my life since i was a kid

a long time ago, in my diary, i decided to draw how i see some things and it turned out something like this

i understand that probably no one will understand this, but i'll just post it here in the hope of finding understanding from others (_ _)