its the day b4 my birffday

so its the day before my 25th birthday and im just hanging out at my bfs house, about to play sims. we received some bad news just earlier so we've had a rough day. i currently cannot sleep, he's taking a nap rn. idk what i feel i think its anxiety? my mind is full of thoughts just racing around i cant concentrate. i wish this pandemic wasnt happening. anyway, thats all i wanted to put out there cheers