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Hey everyone.
I get this may be a little weird; sense no one on here knows me. Yet. However, I need a space where I can be vulnerable; and considering no one I know is on here, actively; I figured, why not.
Anyway; I'm turning 30 next month; well, more like a couple days; and I'm still shocked that I've made it this far. Never in my life would I think that I'd become the adult that I am today. Do I still feel like a f--- up? Yes. Am I a f--- up? No. However, despite knowing that I'm doing ok; I can't shake the fact that I still suck.
Suck as a son.
Suck as an employee.
Suck as a dog owner.
Just, not a good person overall; yet, looking at me, I have everything any one person could want or need to be content. I have a house. A car. Both of which, are solely in my name....
I've never missed any bill payments...
My credit is as close to 700 as it's ever been...
Yet. I'm sitting in my bedroom; feeling like I don't matter. It doesn't matter. Idk. I'm just in a weird headspace right now you guys. It'll pass. Maybe.
I just wanted to get this out instead of keeping it locked away in my head.
Until next time, SpaceHey....
Until next time....
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