Wanting too many things as a broke teen｡･ﾟ･(*ﾉД`*)･ﾟ･。

Being a broke teen while also being a person with Interest is so so not fun｡･ﾟ･(*ﾉД`*)･ﾟ･。 I want to collect so much stuff and purchase a lot of stuff but I can't because I'm really broke  !!!!!! I'm a collector of mangas and stickers (those are what I currently have.) I want to collect cameras, Figures, CDs, Cassette tapes and Devices but can't cuz I'm broke:(( I have to do every side hussle to get money and even with that, I feel as though my money is not gaining anything. I genuinely feel like I'm losing money instead of gaining it. Whenever I see people in the internet get what I want I get so upset of my situation. Whenever that happens I just really try to remind myself that they're adults with jobs and salary and i'm still a teen... That semi helps but not really much as I would like it too. I don't even buy food from the cafeteria anymore to save up💔 life if a prison