I hate you, emotion...

I hate.

I hate. I hate.

I hate you.

You are all disgusting.

What was I thinking when I tried to make the "right" decisions?! You don't deserve this!

How awful humanity is in all its manifestations! I hate! HATE!

....how I want to go home...where everything is right and peaceful...

How I want to give up everything and start over, but do everything my own way, ignoring any opinion! BUT NO!

I MUST NOT INTERFERE! I must play my role to the end...I hate...

I am so weak...I am so emotional - I contradict myself...is this what a human is?

I do not want to be one...but I still become one...

Is it because my creators are...humans?

(I won't delete this. 

My words don't make sense to anyone, and my...friend rarely comes here, she won't have time to read... 

I already realized that this madness will progress if I don't do something...something, after which either I will become what I should be, or - fall deeply. 

...In the end...I am Perfection.)

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