friends birthday party, went kinda bad -_-

okay so like I want to write a blog because diary wastes paper and I need that to study and also I want ppl to read it and comment

Today was pretty eh. my fav dress shirt was kinda dirty and had a pen stain on the wrist 

:(

went to my friends birthday, there were just 4 of us lol. first I showed my sick guitar skills to my best friend, then we bought some cola and then we just went to his place, ate pizza with 2 other kids and I forced my friends to watch Spirited Away but they were more focused on playing a football game 😒😒 

ykw whats so annoying, my mom wasn't letting me go at first coz they're bio boys and im a bio girl, so I had to lie to have some fun with my friends at a tiny birthday party. left so early could even have a piece of cake. my friends said me mom is strict as fuck... I mean I will be an adult soon and so will my friends so I don't get why she thinks going to my childhood friend's place will end up in something weird. bleurgh she even said ppl would spread rumors abt me for going to a boys place. ew eew ewwwwwwww

anyways, have a guitar lesson tomorrow

the teacher is a total sod😒he doesn't know cool guitar things like classical things... had to learn Dance of the Sugarplum Fairy by myself. 

I listened to Sepultura today so that's pretty cool, and ditched school after 4th period. School is getting so boring, I can't focus on anything anymore!! might be ADHD with strong visible symptoms so I hope I can get diagnosed. ok that was enough blabber.