hello all of my internet friends. this is blog number 10! big number! double digits! one-zero!

thankfully, last night's tornado did not kill me or destroy anything me or my family own. i am very lucky for this, because quite a few people were effected with how large the storm was (spanned from texas -> pennsylvania!!)

But anywya. im here now. what am i going to talk about 2day? video games of curse

i like these video game things but boy oh boy o bo do they suck the life out of me sometimes. im going into making these things for a job and i love playing video games obviously but they are a total time waster.

over the past two weeks i've spent a lot of time playing dead by daylight and minecraft and especially playing minecraft made me realize how fast time goes by when you're playing them. one day of playing video games is like "oh yeah awesome video games" but then when you finish it's already so late and you feel like the whole day passed without you...

i feel like also the general passage of time has been speeding up exponentially, like three years ago i'd be clawing at my face waiting for the school day to be over but now it goes by relatively fast without me really thinking about it. then I go home and do whatever for however long and then I gotta go to bed or ill feel like im dying the next morning, and despite this, i've been opting in for the latter

on sunday, i stayed up until 6:00 in the morning playing minecraft and when i heard my parents getting ready for work I thought "i should probably go to bed" and i took a shower and went to bed and woke up naturally at 8:15 in the morning and said we ball and i stayed up playing mine crafts all day until 2:00 in the morning.

time gotta go like a little slower at least. and i gotta sleep better. there's serious brain damage consiquences from not sleeping enough and im gonna feel it like a spiked chainmail to mine fart hole...

I CANT KEEP DRINKING MONSTER EITHER, i love monster as a drink but i keep abusing it as a method to stay awake. and staying awake with caffeine and low sleep makes my body feel really hot and like im wading through a foam pit almost. im still awake but its so uncomfortable

I am sleeping a long sleep whence im done with this blog for this week. i will sleep so good i swear to you (gotta wake up at 6:00 to drive for an hour tmrw. cant be falling asleep in the car and killing me)

^^^ this is the real me sorry guys

minecraf

ive been playing much minecraft. exited for the movie tomorrow, i know its probably gonna suck mega balls but i dont care it will be fun

i'm between two minecraft worlds atm: a singleplayer one and my friend's minecraft realm, and im spending soooo much time on both. singleplayer will be my super big one and the realm one i a, working towards building a gianantimasourous MLM city. only wonderful things, as usual (mlm city is nothing but dirt and gravel but i'm preparing myself for the task. rome was not built in a day, my friends)

what else gay boy

hey. don't say that.

not much else 2 say... i want to sleep, oh but yeah passing thought, I need so bad to figure out my godforsaken fursona. i wouldnt even call myself a furry but i gotta make one of those guys. still need to pick an animal and i have either cat or rat or bat or moth or goat or hare or deer or something else. i got no idea. and i dont 100% like any of those choices, i like all of those animals individually but im not sure if they're ME! dagnabbit i dont even kno.... the day i have a free $1000 to spend (fat chance but still) i am spending it all one a fursuit instantly just because i can. i cant describe it it's a primal yearning it's gotta happen. guys help me out leave in The Comment Section Below what you think i am

ok, i sleep on the bed now and go hink snoo... goodnight everyoney

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