I need a vacation

Class just started and I already feel so tired. Does anyone else feel like this? If yes, I think maybe it's because of the amount of stuff they throw at us, I feel like I won't be able to do anything and I'm gonna fail everything. I'm in a programming-focused college, I really like it, but it doesn't help that I'm the only girl in class, I have no one to talk to.

I want vacation to come back already just so I can sleep the whole day without worrying about having to sleep early or taking melatonin to fix my sleep. I feel so wrecked every time I take that thing, omg.

I love Spacehey so much I'm even using it in class, so I end up not paying attention to the teacher. But paying attention to him is the same as paying attention to nothing, so it's easier to just study alone at home. OMG!!! My first test is next week, what am I gonna do????? I'm procrastinating instead of finishing studying programming, like, this is too much pressure for one person.