my worst day... (rant!!)

well.. i'm writting this bc i don't really have anyone to tell this and I don't want this just for myself... (sorry for my poor english, i'm portuguese)

so to start today I had an activity in my school, where other schools were participating too. In the morning, we were separated by our years (like the 5grade were one group, the 6 other...) and we this groups were going to different places, the thing is that my group were the ONLY ONE that had to walk to the place where were the activity, the others went to their places by bus. 

Then after walking almost 1 hour, our activity were rugby, karate and other games (these two, principally). And we first did karate, and sometime later i start to feel hurt in my foot (in the foot that I had sprained some time ago) and then i told it to some teacher and blah blah blah and they said for me to stop and seat watching the others play. And this where one of my most boring hour that i ever live.

Then we went eating our lunch and we start walking again for other hour. When we arrive the other place (where every groups and schools were there) my class did nothing for almost 3 hours!! and we weren't able to seat (just on the floor, that was what I did).

After that, the teacher that were with us came to me and said to stand up and that were time to leave there. I went to get my things with other two guys from my class and when we look aroud, our class already had left. So we where left behind in the middle of almost 2000 people that we didn't know.

we never leave each other's side for fear of getting lost again. Then some lil girls, that were asking to ppl to sign their shirts, start asking me to do the same, and I did, but the guys left me behind... Then I find one of my friends (thats not from my class) and i start walking with her, then when she went away, I call one of my classmates (and I know that i should have called much earlier) but before she answer i found that guys again and they stayed with me, she starts saying that they were looking for us and blah blah blah, then i gave my location to her and the rest of the class (including my teacher) came too.

When they arrived, they started blaming me, saying that I was to blame for all of that, that I was the one who made the three of us get lost from the class, just because I was listening to music!!!! Then i tried to say something, that they didn't wait for us to stand up, but they just start speaking over me..... but that two guys that also get lost, are angels, anyone spoke to them, anyone blame them, nothing!!!!! 

We had to walk a little more and when we start walking they just didn't shut up about that, and I start felling really hurt (and I'm still hurt writting this) and I start felling in the verge of tears, while at that moment I was starting to blame myself mentally, and some tears started falling from my eyes... And a girl just came to me and said something like "ah, you're okay!?" but like.. in a rude tone.. i just ignored that..

When we arrived, that were the place where parents were supposed to come and pick up their children, I finally stopped crying and I wait until my father pick me up..

Now i'm writting this, at home finally, expressing myself to whoever is reading this and with a damn computer screen... I just wanna forgot that this day existed and this make my wish to leave my actual school even bigger, bc last year I tried to change schools, because I already suffered bullying, but I didn't get a place, unfornately. I only pray this doesn't reach anyone at my school, or even the others...