my dream last night

i had a scary ass dream last night. my girlfriend was slowly poisoning me for months through my food and I caught on and started avoiding it but by then it was already too late - I was ill and weak and I was wasting away. then we got in a fight and she handcuffed me to our bed and gave me a lobotomy. i woke scared absolutely shitless - what the hell did that dream mean?????????? also I've been listening to body by presidents of the united states all morning it bangs