I don't wanna be a womannn -_-

I hate periods so much, I just wanna rip out my uterus and toss it in the trash. It's so uncomfortable too!! Like, what the heck. Why am I cramping so bad in special occasions UGHHH. Pads feel so uncomfortable, it feels like wearing a diaper. Tampons are hell, I'm having anxiety 24/7 wearing tampons like, what if it falls out?? Or, what if it gets lost in me??? And pulling out a dry tampon?? It feels like sandpaper on my insides ;-; And free bleeding is a pain to clean up. Nothing's working, doctor just take out my uterus already!! 😭😭😭