Pretty when i cry

It's been a while and I'm sorry

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It's been a tough day for me and I need to vent. I don't know who reads this and I don't care, I'm a rando on the internet.

I have a exam tomorrow. Home economics practical, basically I have to cook two dishes. It sounds easy and all the people in my year who did the exam say it's easy . I missed my first practice for this cause I got sick and looked like a total idiot on the second. My teacher had to keep on telling me stuff that clearly everyone else already knew. I feel like that a lot. It's like my brain is wired wrong. Y'know my home ec teacher told me today to clean a kettle and my dumb ass ran it under the sink. Almost died lol

I prepared my ingredients for tomorrow all the while crashing out in front of my dog. Kinda wish I was a dog, I've never seen a dog crash out. After I took out my geography home work. 

14 pages of exam questions. My geography teacher is literally insane.

I just burst into tears. I mean it was half 8 at night , I'd be up till 12. I'm not practically pretty when I cry. My face is red and my mouth is gaping and my eyes are big and red. And I sob, really sob. Afterwards my head hurts and my eyes sting. I know I can't stop crying but I wish my tears were more discreet.

That's it for now. I plan to post every day again. Will I finish my home economics exam or will the exam finish me???