The V Diaries Unclassified (part 1)

4/2/25

It was hard to sleep last night. I tossed and turned for what felt like an eternity. I decided to watch a movie around 2 AM... I tried to watch the movie Kids by Harmony... but it was so fucked I couldn't finish. Finally after a few Vicodin I was able to fall asleep around 3:30.

I woke up and felt pretty depressed but brushed it off. I ate frosted flakes and dragged myself into the shower. I haven't showered in a few days. It's all been a blur of sleeping, video games, and feeling down on myself. I can't remember most of it.

I'm at school now, but I've been thinking a lot about life in general. Who I am... what's to come for me. I lost a good friend of mine recently. It hurts but I'm also glad it's over. The sticker has been peeling for a long time, it was ready to be ripped off. 

Now I have to actually focus on finding new friends, though--which I'm dreading. It's never been easy for me.