YAWA

I want a boyfriend, but I’m scared… I don’t know. It’s like I crave having someone, someone to be there, to feel that kind of connection but at the same time, the thought of it makes me hesitant. Maybe it’s the uncertainty, maybe it’s just me overthinking things. Either way, it’s confusing.

It’s so scary to be vulnerable. To open up, to let someone in, to give them the chance to see the parts of me I don’t even know how to explain. What if they don’t understand? What if they leave? What if I end up regretting it? It’s like standing at the edge of something deep, wanting to jump but not knowing if there’s anything to catch me.