My bpd makes it hard to make friends and with people just being assholes in general

So I have borderline personality disorder (bpd for short) and I absolutely hate it, it’s made my life so much harder especially more cause of my parents. But what pisses me off the most is that it’s hard to friends while having this disorder. I hate how people automatically think I’m a horrible person just because I tell them I have bpd or when they try to take advantage of my disorder and then get mad that protect myself, I swear it’s frustrating. It’s even worse when they try just harass me cause I’m a “weird kid” like damn bro- sorry that I have a different interest than you, my fault like I’ll just die then. Like people need to grow up sometimes. 

(Also for those you don’t know what Borderline Personality Disorder is, it’s a cluster B personality disorder. It makes the person unable to regulate emotions as effectively as others can and make the person have an unstable view of their identity and borderlines are most likely to be in unstable and harmful relationships as for friendships. This is just a short explanation so I truly do advise anyone reading this to do their research on this disorder if they want to know more.)