Im just so infuriatingly bored

So I'm going through a depressive episode (bipolar). Which yes, sucks immensely, but it's not just causing me to be depressed mostly on late nights, it's causing me to be so incredibly bored. I live with my fiance so we do almost everything together, I'm never not around her most days. Whether I'm alone or with her, nothing I want to do sounds appealing enough for me to go through with it. Playing the ton of games i have on Xbox and switch? Nah. Playing them with her? Nah. Sleeping? Nah. Reading or writing? Maybe writing, but nah. Playing with my dolls or toys? Nah. Summon a spirit with my ouija board in the cemetery across from my house? Nah.