Sixteenth Entry – Not Friends

I forgot to talk about this update. Me and Round aren't friends no more. She has been hanging out with her boyfriend a lot, which isn't bad. But slowly, every time we hang out, she keeps bringing him along, again, it isn't bad. But what is bad is when she leaves me in the background. Every hang out, she forgets about my existence and focuses on her boyfriend. 

There was one time, we went to the beachy area, and it was just the two of us talking, it had been a while since we talked and hanged out alone. That's when her fucking bf popped out of nowhere, so obviously,  she pays attention to him and didn't continue our talk. Just him, him, and him. Ignored once again.

When people see the three of us, they keep saying I'm third wheeling them, which I don't mind. But now, it makes me so fucking annoyed. Even leaving school is fucking annoying, it takes them 15 minutes of playful fighting and 10 minutes of whining for them to FINALLY leave the classroom and go home. And going home sucks too because she always makes me get the tricycle (public transportation) while they're in the background just messing around. When I refuse to call a trying, she starts bitching and whining until I agree to call one. Like why does it always gotta be me to do the shit. 

One time, she made me carry her fucking books (even though I told her no and to just put it in her bag) while they were doing their daily 15 minutes of play fighting, I had enough of waiting (I was in a bad mood and I wanna go home), so I left them. That round ass bitch chatted me later, saying that I was just mad because she made me carry her books, like no bitch, I'M MAD THAT YOU WONT HURRY YOUR ASS TO THE SCHOOL GATE.

Last week was the final straw, I was calling a tricycle as usual until one of them almost ran over my foot (Which reminded me of the time my foot actually got run over by a tricycle). Do I told round "That bitch ass tricycle almost ran over my foot", she started laughing and her bf asked why she was laughing (Like shut up you fucker, this ain't about you). Round told the story on how I got my foot ran over one time, she was laughing the entire time, so was her bf. I usually just ignore their laughter, but this time, I was genuinely hurt, because I felt like she had fun humiliating me in front of someone, trying to make me look bad in front of others. I wanted to flick her forehead, but I can't (she made me carry her book again, so my other hand was full), so I hit her with my other hand, which I was carrying my phone, then it her with my phone, it didn't hurt her that hard, but enough for her to react, (since we hit each other with basically anything, or just with our hands), she said "it hurts" and I sarcastically said "good" (that was our response to "it hurt/s"). 

When we entered the tricycle, I realized the driver was the same man who also drove us home yesterday, so I immediately try to tell her, but bitch ass cut me off and said "Don't care", LIKE OKAY HOE, YOU WANNA BE LIKE THAT, FINE.

It's always the same, whenever I try to treat her the same way, she gets a bit pissy, this time, she was extra pissy. So I cut off our friendship once again. I don't want a friend who constantly leaves me in the background almost all the time. Like of she wanted to hang out with her bf, at least tell me "I'll be hanging out with (bf's name)" instead of dragging me with her just to be ignored (ᓀ ᓀ)

If you say "Maybe she just likes your presence", shut up, it doesn't feel like it in my perspective