i completed a huge milestone

hello oh my gosh

its been a while since i’ve last blogged

and ,,, a lot of shit has happened 

im sitting in my backyard

in the sprinkle of rain

blogging 

while hitting my bong

its quite nice

anyways,

a few weeks ago i solo traveled to portugal. it was insane. like— refreshing.

no stupid small talk (love) 

people mind their business (love)

its chill yk (their goddamn taxes tho…!!!??????!!)

oh i also somehow managed to become a manager at a restaurant. see what i did there? i digress im going terribly off track with the topic omfgnfgj

theres a lot of shit to tell yall (whoever u are) 

anyways anyways

maybe im being more dramatic than the average globetrotter, but ever since the ripe age of 8 years old

i wanted to travel somewhere. being globally aware if thats any way i can put it, has always been intriguing to me. 

just knowing. its cool that there are people that live very differently than you and i think the world is so rich of culture, life is too short to be close minded. 

anyways,

the amount of hard work and effort it took to be able to do that was incredible. like, some people get it handed to them in which good for them, thats a blessing, but it just feels so much more rewarding knowing that i worked hard for what i wanted; and i got it

nobody warned me of the person i’d become after the first taste of an international trip

dont get me wrong; i love the states, its pretty— theres a *huge* geographic variation in the united states

 the system just isnt doing it for me tho. 

thats fair right? 

i think so

i work in like 8 hours but that’s besides the point 

i felt a weird urge to do a blog 

its like therapy

i know none of u for the most part

and if i do know u then welcome to my brain :P 

goodnight *-*